Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Missing my Megan!

So Thursday was the last day of school! Whoohoo!
Friday... Mexico kids left! Oh! So sad! But I'm so very excited for all that they will be doing and learning! I can't wait to hear EVERYTHING!
Also, Karis's graduation! Yay! Followed by Cranes Roost -- funfun! Got some good videos and pictures! Also some nice star gazing; while lying on the luscious green grass along side the lake of shining wates!
MK Prom was Saturday evening! It was simply marvelous! No dates, so nothing was awkward, just having fun with friends! Can't wait for next year! And I'm pretty sure that Tyler danced with every girl in the room at least twice! I must also add that Icardi was quite the stud as well!
Simple, peaceful, Sunday. But with no youth group tonight, we went to the Icardi's house and prayed for our lil' Mexicanites! We love you!
Now about Megan....
I keep looking down the hallway, to go knock on Megan's door, but then I remember she's not there! I keep turning into her hallway, or putting my ear to the wall to see what she's up to, or stopping at her bedroom door, thinking I'll stop by and say Hi, or tell her one of my many stories; but then I remember...
SHE'S GONE!!!!!!!!!!
Now this being the third day she's been out of my life, I have actually caught myself, thinking about her like she's dead! I know it's really weird, and it’s a little hard to explain, but I'll try my best.
I keep having to remind myself that she is gone; I keep wanting to do things, and then can't, because I don't want to do it without her; all this random stuff, but I have to remind myself that she is gone so much, that it's become like she's not even gonna be coming back! After three looooooong days of grinding it into my mind that she is gone, now I'm beginning to have to remind myself that she will be coming back! Ok, I can see now that no matter how much I attempt to explain this phenomenon, no one will understand. I think that the true point is that I miss Megan. We ALL miss Megan! Hey Megan, I think you better hurry up and come back before I catch myself planning your funeral!
Ok, thats all! =)

3 comments:

qwerty said...

yes megan i totally agree it has been very depressing at work with out you :(

Ryan said...

Hey little sister! I can not tell you how excited I am that you are keeping a blog! I started my own own Blogger account so I can comment one yours. I will also try to keep it up to date with my recent Xanga entries. You can find me at:

http://husbandfatherservant.blogspot.com

David said...

Hey Jenna
rnt u like SO excited about tomorrow. i am... =D heheheh